Sorry for the hostility

I don't mean to,
I just want home, I want familiarity.

I want to be where I belong.

I see you're doing fine without me, but I want you to miss me.

#I really need to start blogging again. To start a new blog? Or not to start a new blog?

In the end I am still that 15 year old girl

I might be older, my eye-bags are up to a point of no return to a well rested face. Teens were criticized to be unpredictable, impulsive and naive. Luckily for my parents, I'm a chicken, I was predictable, maybe boring. I hate risk, ( I would be a horrible entrepreneur) I grew up being taught that, risks that involved consequences are bad and you should stay away. And so I did.

I plan to continue this, my heart is much more safer.

Insanity

It was a Thursday last year,
You bought Panda,
I ate a bagel.

Today is the Monday of the new year,
I bought a bagel and you ate Panda,
And that is how it goes.