Monday, April 28, 2014

It's probably time

I cling to everything that is old and that I've built. I started this when 15 and silly. I'll be turning 21 this year. But this blog has been quiet for awhile, has been silent for months and I feel no need to communicate through it anymore. I need to learn to let go of things, things that carry memories but do not create. I need to stop waiting, and waiting for a response of relief. Because waiting is tiring and I tire easily. This blog has served as a place for me to express my feelings every bit of it, but I don't do that anymore. Because I  have found another haven for me to do it. I tried as hard as I can to keep you, but you didn't, so adios, sorry if my heart is cool towards you.

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

New Year, New Challenges.

I loved you then, and I love you now.Don't wave no goodbye.

It's amazing how two years had past and yet the same song still plays. Well two years had past and yet I remain stagnant as the water in a well. I feel disconnected, and it's my fault I know. I am the one who's too lazy to say hi, how is it going? I am the one who doesn't try, because trying takes a lot of effort and effort takes energy. Right now, my energy is nowhere near where it was last two years ago. It's a the level where I wish to sit in the cubicle which I call my room all day. Days had past with me spending all of it inside these four white walls. Some might say I'm wasting my life away, well....indeed I am. I am a prisoner of my own sanctuary.

Good morning, and in case I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening and good night.