More to come.

I got 7 A's, B for Agama. I guess it upsets me because I didn't get straight A's but I'm accepting it. My dad said to me "Now you know the feeling of disappointment. So study harder." He said that 7 A's is ok to him.

Quote from my dad:"If you have 8 A's you get the bragging rights, if you get 7 its like the 8 without the bragging rights."

So if you just took your PMR results and didn't get straight A's well this is a list for YOU!:

1. People won't expect much of you. So you wont have the weight of the world on your shoulder. Less pressure and more relax.
2. It's not the END OF THE WORLD. Its PMR dude, chill. You still have SPM.
3. Take it as a motivation to do better.
4. It is human to have a slip up. It's better to slip up now then later.
5. Learn from you mistake. Seriously, don't fret about PMR. Think ahead not back.
6. Last but not least, if you do well in the future exam eventhough your PMR result sucks, people would be shock and suprise. So you go to them and say IN YOUR FACE LUZAH! hahah joking :D

Have a ice cream, go dancing. You should celebrate no matter what.

Fulham Vs. Chelsea

Half time: 1-0
Full time: 2-2

I'm just going to go straight to the point. What the heck happen to you Chelsea? I think Chelsea players need to go to Anger Management. Why can't they just let it go? Testosterone too strong?

Fulham had the lead in the first half. Fine, accepting that. Then Lampard made a beautiful draw. Wohoo but I want 3 points not bloody 1. Then suppose to be winning goal for Chelsea, of course I jump like hell screaming out. But NOOOOOO! Chelsea seem to forgot how to defend or something because Fulham scored at dying moments. Sigh.

I honestly think Chelsea players aren't at their best. Most of them kept losing passes and shooting off-target. They need to hear High School Musical Keep Your Head In the Game. I felt so frustrated because I didn't see a true Chelsea player playing wholeheartedly. But the only person I could see really would put all they could have for the club is Terry and Lampard. My opinion okay. Terry red card of course, again has a bit of a temper. Thank God, Lampard controlled his rage. Did I mention Bosingwa and Drogba got YELLOW. Temper, temper. But I think Chelsea did deserve to win the match but football isn't about who deserve to win or else it'll be boring. It's about luck and sweat.

And you know what? I actually like Scolari, he looked really pissed when the game ended. I would have smack all the players by now. Sometimes people think it's the manager fault but I seriously think it's the Football Players with their Fat Ass Cheques. Chelsea Shape Up or Shape OUT! I'm still with you, that's what fans are for. But you're gonna loose a lot more if you don't win.

Sigh I'm supporting Wigan.

Seriously.

I'm curious to know why the hell guys are so interested in Vehicles such as Bikes and Cars. I don't get it. My eldest bro is really into cars and bikes. He keeps buying magazine and going into forums about this kind of stuff. The best part he's in a biker club where all the guys are like my fathers age!

When I see guys talk about cars and how they explain it, its like they're saying it as if it was the most important thing to know in this world. And especially when he talks about buying all these parts and what he wants to do with the bike, and bla bla bla. It's his interest I get that but how? What makes it so exciting?

When I look at a car, if it's pretty, cool. Nice engine, great! But I dont really know if you tell me oh it has blabla horse powers and good blablabla. It's amazing to see how interested a guy can be in a car, it's like their witnessing something so divine. Again their interest, who am I to judge. But I'm curious to why, that's all.

Nothing but a Dream.

So today I dreamt of the guy who was in my previous post (Nick), the one who plays guitar and Kyle Patrick! I'm writing out my dream here because I don't want to forget it. This is a little reminder I guess.



It starts out me in the car with Kyle and a girl who seems like a tv host and Allia. Sorry Mai and Ayuni. So we were at the parking lot, and I was talking to Kyle and then I saw Nick like outside the parking lot. I started to scream like AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH to Nick leaving Kyle confused. Haha. Then Nick stop and saw me screaming and jumping like a maniac and he imitated too. Very stupid. Then I can't remember, but I return to Kyle and said "Hey did you know that you look like Nick except your hair is brown and he's red." then he replied "Owh really?" sounded dissapointed to be compared with Nick.



Then we were in the car Me and Allia in the back seat and the tv girl drove while Nick was sitting on top of Kyle. Weird and Creepy. So they started to talk and somewhere Nick started to speak Gangsta like shizzle and all that. Me and Allia started to laugh like hell in the back seat and covered our mouth so that no sound would come out. We laughed till it felt as though our stomach burst. Then suddenly, there was only the tv girl, Allia and me. The tv girl said Nick and Kyle already went because of shows :( Then I woke up. Sigh.

It's a dream, am I as weird as my dreams?

The Best of the Best.

You know how much I like to blog about guys right, muahaha. Since I'm like bloody bored and all I though of posting about my favourite parts of my guys haha. Those who are not interested my press the X button.

The best eyes goes to*drum roll*

Matt Bellamy!

Por Que? Well his dreamy blue eyes is just awesome. It's one the reason I have a massive crush on him. It's like you can stare at his brilliant blue eyes forever. I know I could, sigh. It's so soulful.

The best nose goes to*suspense*
Lucas Mascarini!

Lucas who? The male model from Brasil. I mean his so adorable! And his nose is like the button but sharp and not big and straight. Man his nose is awesome, like his drunken eyes and girly lips, but it looks good on him.

The best smile goes to*intense music*

Kyle Patrick!

The dimples, the pearly whites. How can you not smile when you see him smiling? It's like his glowing. Gah! His angelic face with his smile*drops to the floor*

Yeay! hahaha! finally done.

Christmas Present from MUSE

MUSE gave a christmas present to all their fans which is a pro shot video of Dead Star live from V fest. Yeay. Awesomee, and inside is another clue like a secret treasure hunt with some pics of helium molecule. They also gave a screensaver with MUSE working working in the studio but my stupid laptop wouldn't let me open it!!!!!!!!! Grr. Enjoy the picture of the Wallaby.

*** Update: I can download the screensaver now. And its freaking cool. Love the Santa Hat Matt. <3333

The Day Of Tired Soles.

So we went to Mid Valley around 11 and we were there at 11.30? maybe. Syarul suppose to join us there and I left him a lot of messages wondering why he didnt reply. He over slept. By the time he replied whether he wants to see a movie with us, we already bought two tix for Wild Child. Sorry, Syarul. Really Sorry.

We ate Carls Jr, which made us bloated and full. And my feet were already aching thanks to my so tight Wedge. Alliya wore Gladiator sandals, Hot right? wink wink ahahah. My face was like oh God how much longer do I have to suffer this torment. Alliya said I show my emotion through my face. She said that eventhough she felt tired and all she'll still have a smile on her face :) And we scouted for Mat Saleh, there was one guy whose hot, he's friend was cripled in a wheelchair. Caring friend, aww.

The reason why we went to Mid is too find School Stuff. Failure after failure to find a bagpack. So we went to MPH to buy pens and a notebook. Then it was 5 minutes til the movie so we had to hurry and walk fast to the cinema. My legs were crying "Why, why did you have to choose these shoes. What did I do to you?" We got into the cinema just in time.

Syarul was stuck trying to find a parking space, but we were in the cinema. And Wild Child was hell long. From 2.10 to 3.55 . After that we met up with Syarul and it was almost 5! So my feet suffered again. We went to Studio R no luck then Momoe but all Handbags. So went to Miss Selfridge and Vincci to buy our pencil case. Poor Syarul, he just waited outside everytime we went in. Haha a funny incident happen at Zara, the only reason we were there is to check out Taylor Fuchs ad :D A Arab like guy eyed her and finally talk to her. Haha. Ar=Arab, A= Alliya.

Ar= Girl, what your size?
A=I don't know,
(then he took the sweater and measured) haha. I was laughing there and the Arab guy gave me the funny look. Then Syarul parted ways when we were at Topshop, he's going to see Histeria. Me and Alliya we scrambling to find bags. Lastly we just bought pencil case.

Going home was tricky because Alliya had to go to her Grandma's house. We took the train and stop at Subang Jaya. And I persuaded my bro to pick me up after 3 phone calls. Alliya said it safer for me to wait at Sbg Parade. So again, I was exhausted by the cramm train ride. We were so stupid when at the platform. We didn't know if it was the right platform. The we asked the chinese guy. Then in the train we weren't sure if it was the Sbg stop so we were like should we go down. Then this Malay girl finally said "yes, this is sbg stop." Haha. We were embarass because how did she knw we wanted Sbg. Did we talk that loud. After we got off we went to Coffee Bean and Alliya went round to shop for a gift for her cuz while I wait for my bro. Then my bro came before Alliya return. So I had to leave her Caramel whatever bla bla bla at the counter. And the counter was like huh? But she agreed to it. Sorry for leaving ya.

Luckily my bro wasn't in his bad moods. So he wasn't like grunting all the way. And I let him have some my Vanilla Latte as a token of appreciation.

Bottom line is, wear comfortable shoes to shop :D

One day in Singapore ( well not exactly a 24 hours)

Personally, I don't think Singapore is a good place for shopping.One, it's not cheaper unless you are looking for IT stuff. Two, it's quite crowded and you can't chew bloody gum there.

Me n my family arrived at 11 a.m and started at the Far East Plaza, I thought it was going to be cheaper clothes. Heck no. So then the Tangs & Co. And we went to Bras Basah to buy guitar picks. And it's cheaper than in Malaysia. After that the IT place I can't remember the name but it was like Sungei Wei type of place.

After waliking for more than 4 hours, we went to TCC the coffee connaiseur or as I would like to say coffee kene sewer. Lame joke. Ok why? It sucked. It tasted horrible, I didn't even finish my bloody $8 coffee. Stick to Starbucks, people. So eventhough we hated the coffee but we just sat in the chair because our soles we killing. Macam bengkak.

Anyhooser, the were some perks. Such as, the mat saleh hotties. I found three that I like :)
The first one, he was like the obedient type-nerdy but hot looking. He had unbelievably rosy fair skin with dark brown hair. I saw at the Ducky tour Singapore or was it a Hippo? who cares he's hot and nerdy. Dressed in a nice dark coloured shirt with neat comb hair without the gel. The second was a spiky haired teen with nice big hazel eyes. Not like bug eyes, it was nice, with his straight nose and pink thin lips. I passed right beside him on the pavement and locked eyes. HAHA. The third was when I got out from the cab and this really hot brunnette who looks like max theriot around the eyes. Wearing dark green hoodie and three quarter pants. And normal person would avoid collision but being me I straight away bump into him. But it was fast and not severe so no SORRYS. The last one is this really blonde guy, he s the only one who I havent locked eyes with. I saw him while at the zebra crossing, it looked as if he glowed among other people. He had the nice floppy hair. Wait that's four guys, haha. My bad.

So after eating at Zam Zam the kedai mamak, makan murtabak daging. We went and walk and look at shops again and concluded that Singapore shopping is too expensive and better Malaysia. Around 8 we headed back home. That was my holiday for the two months I've been stuck in my house. Oh yeah, if you're looking to buy vinyls and DVD's that are not available in Malaysia, then Singapore would be your destination. Bought Panic's DVD Live in Chicago. Because the other bands live DVD, I've already seen.

Wow BYE!

Guess What?

Men do suffer from Eating Disorder. Gah. That is so interesting. Because I usually think only girls would have eating disorder.It is estimated that 8 million people in the United States are suffering from an Eating Disorder, and of that number 10% are men. Yes I did some researched. But the website states that probably the percentage is higher but few men would come out and confess it.

According to Arnold Andersen and the research he did for his book Males with Eating Disorders, while women who develop Eating Disorders feel fat before the onset of their disordered eating behaviors, typically they are near average weight.Men are more typically overweight medically before the development of the disorder.

And it also stated that mostly is Homosexual who has Eating Disorder like Aneroxia and Bulimia (because of the pressure of having to look good.) But there are many Hetrosexual who suffer too. But straight guys who has this problem usually would not get help thinking that he'll be labelled as gay.

Anyways, I don't know why the hell I researched about this, probably because of the curiousity that goes through my mind. It's good to know that guys have problems too. And I don't know how to end this awkward subject. Um Love Your Body? haha. Well eat healthy be healthy.Have a carrot.

Moving on, this guy is skinny. But I think he is bloody hot. I don't know why! Is it the guitar? Or the style? Or just him. Haha. Damn, he's hot.

Perfect Boys with their Perfect Lies.

He looks aneroxic. Body image issue, do guys have that problem? Maybe I'll write about that next post.

They say that 'All the good guys are either taken or gay' well I seriously do believe it now. Haha. I was in Subang Parade and saw two hot guys but sadly they were more interested in Skin Products. Sigh. I have nothing against Metros or Gay. But what to do? Right. I want a hot guy. I know, I know. Tgk ah diri sendiri dulu. I may not be pretty or beautiful but I still want a hot guy. Haha. OK merepek ah. Oh yeah, I've started to paint again. And I'm finish, I think. Well I want my Mom's opinion first. Then I shall sign it HAHA. Muy Famosa. And FRAME. My first complete canvas painting. It took me like 4 days I think. Will post the pics when I'm done.

My hair :D

Yeap. There ya go. It's less curly than the first day. Because I've washed it so it's more flat.... But what the heck. I'm trying something new to moi but as soon as I'm done with this hair. I'll probably chop it off again :)

Moping around in my stupid chair.

Hi blog,

I feel shitty, awfully shitty. I dont know why. Actually I have a few number of reason why I feel like this. But I rather not talk about it. Haha. What's the point of me writing this if I'm not discussing it. Well I like to keep it personal. Anyways, what do I do to cheer myself up. Ding ding ding.

List of things to keep a smile on my face.

1. Listen to my favourite song.

-I think it's true when they say music can heal people. I feel a lot better after hearing some of my favourite tunes.

2. Eat chocolate

-Okay, I know people would think, oh this is a girl who eats to cover her feelings. I enjoy chocolate, and it does help. But don't go overboard and eat a whole tub of ice cream. A piece of chocolate will do. Okay a bar laaa.

3. Keep myself occupied

-Avoiding the problem you may say, but it keeps me from thinking about it. Because I get piss over little things. So forgetting it really helps.

4.Write your heart out.

-I've done this a few times, but I haven't done it for awhile. Write everything, how you feel and all that gets it out of your system. And then I delete.

5.Think about happy stuff

-Matt Bellamy will do ahaha. And other current crush on rockers. Haha. Right now it's has to be Nick. :D I don't care if he's not hot to you.

6. Watch funny stuff.

-Laughter is surely the best medicine. Okay maybe not for all type of disease but you get the point.

7.Write a stupid blog.

-Go!

Haha. I feel better now. And I feel a smile creeping on my face. But I can't exactly smile by myself, can I? Then I won't be classified as depression more like psychotic, haha maybe I am.

My Hair

Dear Blog,
Today I went to the salon and got my hair PERM. It took around 3 hours to do my hair. It smells awful right now because of the chemicals. And the upper part of my started to get straight back. I wonder if this perm last. No, I don't look cute like Taylor Swift or Naomi from 90210. I feel as though I am part of the Alley Cats. And I hope I don't look like and Indon maid which I think I do. But with that aside, I do like it. It's rather fun when you Swish it around. And my hair is now really puffy, HAHA. Plus, I'm always curious to how I would look like curly hair. So now I have my answer. I'm getting used to of seeing me with curly hair. Hopefully it'll get better and more natural looking.


Yours truly,
David Arumugam lookalike.

Hopeful

I'm so happy and in a jolly mood. Probably because I'm not really listening to my depressive songs. Currently listening to Taylor Swift, Love Story. I've been listening to it for quite awhile now. But the song is just so adorable and sweet, don't you think so? Well I do. HAHA. And my favourite part is.....

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head

I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad

Go pick out a white dress

It's a love story

Baby, just say yes

Awwww, everybody just want to be in love and loved back. Now where is my Romeo? I don't think I'm ever gonna meet him. But still hoping! I will not rest till I find my Romeo or Edward. But I prefer Edward Cullen, hah. He's hotter.

Hairstyles.

Alliya trimmed her hair at the back and has blunt fringe at the front. QM also has that same bangs but her hair is longer I guess. Athirah as you all know cut her hair short. So all of them has new hairstyles. Sharanya wants to perm her hair so it's more managable. My friend Maisarah did rebonding. So looks like I'm the only one whose gonna be stuck with the same old hair. I'm trying to go to the salon as soon as possible. Probably this Sunday. Gah~ I need to cut it or do something about it. I miss the smell of hair. Actually I don't because the smell of chemical is horrible!


TATA~blegh

You Busta In Da Hizzy

Haha please ignore my stupid title. But it's getting more stupid after this. Me and my friend Yuni, were chatting we got bored and started to 'rap' hahaha for Matt and Steven Gerrard. It doesnt make sense but hahah we just made on the spot, again.

yo check 1
stevie and matt thts wat we want
yea their too hot
smokin in the streets
with their coolness
and their packs
and guitar heroes by the side
makin the earth a much better place
with girls like us theyre great

:D premiering on our album the life and tales of straight up hustler from Shah Alam.

Hey Tedward.

LOL

Dirty Jobs & Click Five

Haha, watching it now. Microanalytics. OK I'm blabbing.

OOOOh I've just noticed, I haven't really talk about Kyle Patrick. HOHO. I shall babble bout him then. Ngee~~ Kyle Patrick wow are you so friggin skinny and tall. I thought you were a walking stick insect disguised as human. I always thought you were lame since Eric left but I never like that Eric dude. He's a bit of how do u say Gay. Not that I have anything against the gays but I don't like him...... ahhh I know why. Because all the girls are going Gaga over him. When Jenny came along, I never really liked that song. But when I saw you live, everything changed.HAHA. You've become hot to me with you gibson in hand and your presence on stage woooh! I have fallen for you. Even Jenny became the loudest song I sang along in the arena. My throat was sore after the show. I went and eat at a Kopitiam ordering ice cream with coffee. And I sms'ed Mai my friend about that night. When I went crazy for Click Five.Man I need to control myself. Sigh. But anyways, I really like his voice maybe his not that good live as Matt but still, if they ever come to here again. I will definately go.

The End.

Btw My Myspace is GAY. From: Mrs. Bellamy-Patrick.

So near yet so far.

Enjoy:)

Oh dear dream,
Why must you shy away from me?
Everytime I breathe in the scent of success,
You immediately disappear without a trace after that,
Just when I thought I had you in my hand,
You escape within my grasp without warning,
Now I do realise that your precious presence is priceless,
Oh when will you visit me again,
Maybe tomorrow,
Maybe never no more,

I am frustrated, why? Because everytime the thingI want is so near but yet so far away. Its a very stressful situation you know.

Blabla blabla please ignore my unsuccessful poem which I wrote spontaneously.

:O:D:):P:E::C:(+_+LOL

Bolt.

Today is the eve of AidilAdha. My mom actually made ketupat and rendang and kuah kacang. And we had a few bites here and there. My aunt came to visit and she bought 3 sheperd's pie & 3 lamb pie form Secret Recipe which tasted Ugh. Even she said it sucked. But anyhooser we still ate it and my mom made gravy for the pie and salad and coleslaw. It was a lot of greens I tell you. I ate more salad than the pie itself. Btw, I'm really pathetic in the kitchen. My mom asked me to shred the carrot and I did. Then she got worried because I was doing it really fast and she thought I could actually cut my fingers. Which I nearly did. So she asked the maid to do it. So I was left to cut the Capsicum and Cucumber and Tomatoes and so on.

After dinner, we went to The Gardens and watched Bolt. I loved Rhino. Rhino is awesome. He is beyond awesome. He is Beawesome. Haha. But it's like a typical disney movie. Starts out normal then the problem. After awhile the character adapt, then come the sad part. And last but not least the Happy Ending. But I guess Disney can't really make a sad ending. Parents would complain and children would cry. But life isn't always Rainbows & Butterflies. People would learn it sooner or later. At least Disney movie gives people hope for a happy ending of their own.

Twilight Quiz: Bored ok?

You are observant, diplomatic and often aim to please. You are unaware of your
attractiveness and despite being uncomfortable with any form of attention, people enjoy your company. You can be impatient, stubborn and headstrong, but you are true to your word and mature for your age, often taking care of your family and enjoying a good book over chatting with girlfriends on the phone.

>LOL. As long as I get Edward :)

You are talented, knowledgeable and people are drawn to you. You like a good challenge and enjoy the company of a select few, but this is because you are picky and can be set in your ways. Sometimes you over react when things don’t go well, but your intentions are good and you’re priority is protecting the ones that you love.

>huh? I'm an Edward & Bella. Dang. I should date myself or what?

Aim High or Don't Aim At All.

Sharanya you are totally right! Why should we dream small? Just to be realistic? I believe that we should really aim high and dream big. No matter how ridiculous it is, never say never. Eventhough people keep putting you down saying hah! in your dreams lah you're gonna blablabla. Well it is in my dreams and I'm gonna make into reality no matter how hard it takes. Because I know if I achieved it I would be dead happy but if I fail.*shrugs* at least I tried to achieve it didn't I? Sure there's gonna be people who tease or just crushing your dreams. To hell with those comments. I'm aiming high while others are playing it safe. I feel motivated haha.



See you in the flipside.

I feel... bored.

Applause for whoever did this.

Matthew, ma belle. Sont des mots qui vont très bien ensemble,Très bien ensemble.I love you, I love you, I love you.That's all I want to say.Until I find a way,I will say the only words I know that you'll understand.


Hoho. awesome! I wished I could speak another foreign language. I want to take up italiano si? que? haha karut. It will be so cool if I could speak every language on earth and beyond. Because communicating is the way to go. Just imagine if I were bilingual, I would blab more and in different language. The more blabbling the better, I tell you.

So today, I went to Sharanya's house to discuss certain matters. Joining the discussion were Alliya & Sze Yan. So we felt bored and all that, then Sharan ask us to play badminton. Which we did horribly :D Well I was awful. Alliya kept on saying I'm bad luck to her padahal when I was with Sze Yan she won. I just stood there really. Sze yan did most of the work. I keep hitting air. Which made really cool whooshing sound. WHoosH! WhoosH! We were sweaty & smelly by the end of the day. And we didnt bring any clothes to change. Sigh. More sweat equals to more weight you lose. So sweating is healthy and good! Remember that kids. Hoho.


Aufwiedersehen aligator.

Radiohead anyone?

Found it in a forum. Sorry for stealing. But I just love the sig. Dom's pants rocks :D

I don't really know why people absolutely love Radiohead. I only heard Creep but I hardly remember the melody. And there's Karma Police which Panic and many more covered this song. The first time I heard it, it was on the show Rockstar INXS I think. WOW. I remembered the show. But I loved the song. And now MUSE playlist for a radio show included Radiohead - Street Spirit. MUSE used to be called Radiohead's tribute band because they sound alike back then. But I'm definately gonna go and hear some more of Radiohead. Again just sharing my new delights. Oh and finally listened to Rage Against The Machines, I like the Music, not sure if I like the way he raps.

Dying of boredom...

After I googled awhile I've found this pic in colour. They one I first saw was so small and black and white. So yes I have mad googling skills! HAHA. It will come in handy somehow. Ah the jacket makes it look so cool.

It's December, and I've been thinking about the New Years Resolution or whatever that shit is. I tried to change but by half of the year, the old habits starts to kick in. So I'm gonna think one up that I could actually stick with til the end of the year. I still haven't gone to a Sale. My parents said we are on a tight budget so no new clothes. I guess I could cut up my old clothes and have fun with it. Or it could turn out horrible and I look like a beggar. You'll never know if you never try. I've discovered one thing about me thats so consistent in my entire life. I'm Damn LAZY. I mean seriously, I the laziest person I've known. I don't do housework. I don't cook. I do stuff last minute. I am a couch potato.


Oh yeah I've finished The Diari Of Adrian Mole Aged 13 3/4. That book is so damn funny. So if you want some laughter read it. But it's like the quirky type of humour. It's basiclly about Adrian Mole's life going through parents divorce,teenage angst and love. It's so funny how he randomnly would say" Pandora you are always on my mind" out of no where. It's in a diari form. It's not one of my favourite quirky books because that will be The Curious Incident of The Dog at Night-Time. Now that is amazingly touching and funny. Has been my all time favourite for a long time.
Maybe I ll blog about it later.

With Guts&Sweat buhbye

Personality quiz. Without it I'm Lost :O

What Your Cupcake Says About You

At parties, you tend to be laid back and even a bit shy. You are an observer. You have absolutely no restraint in your life. You live life with reckless abandon. The most important thing in your life is love. You are laid back, flexible, and easy to get along with. To know you is to care for you. You Are Snickers Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.

I agree with the above statement.